Walking through the subway station, Chris Gardner is looking for a safe haven. He’s holding fast to the trusting hand of his 5 year old son…and he’s running out of time. “Where are we going?” his son asks.
“I don’t know.” Chris admits. He’s holding his eviction notice and looking back and forth, up and down the subway track. Then he tells his son to press the button on his “time machine.” “Look at all these dinosaurs! We’re cavemen – we gotta find someplace safe, a cave!” In desperation, they duck into a subway restroom, and Chris locks the door tight.
“Are we safe?” his son asks.
“Yes.” Fully dressed in his business suit, he sits so his son can sleep on his lap. He spends the night in a sleepy haze, one hand on his precious son, and one foot against the locked door. As night falls, someone begins knocking violently and Chris prays silently as the tears stream down his cheeks. ‘Please, at least let my son rest.’ This is one of many heartbreaking scenes in The Pursuit of Happyness. We watch as Chris’s world and his choices slowly shrink and eventually narrow into homelessness. Redemption does come, but it is at the end of a long and winding road.
As Christians, we are charged with sharing the gospel – the good news. And often, one of our biggest stumbling blocks is explaining a loving God who created a world with suffering. How can this be true? Wouldn’t we have created something different? Wouldn’t we have created more justice and predictability?
The question of suffering was even more potent in Biblical times. Why did Jesus’ followers have to suffer the way they did? Each and every one endured persecution and torture and most were martyrs of the faith. And on a smaller scale, what about all of the people Jesus didn’t heal during His ministry? Why did He choose to heal one person’s blindness or leprosy over another?
The truth is, when people have asked me these questions, I have to admit I don’t have all the answers. But I do have three truths that I can offer:
First, the question of suffering is answered with the cross. He knows inexplicable physical pain, combined with the weight of human sin layered on top of it. He experienced complete rejection from His own people. And He prayed that the Father would find a way – any other way – to redeem us. “For the joy set before Him He endured the cross, scorning its shame, and sat down at the right hand of the throne of God.” Hebrews 12:2-3 (NIV).
Second, we have to remember that this is earth, not heaven. Here, He gave all of us free will in a broken world and we will often brush up against its sharp edges. “I have told you these things, so that in me you may have peace. In this world you will have trouble. But take heart! I have overcome the world.” John 16:33
And finally, we can see in the disciples that they didn’t fear pain as much as pain without purpose. They knew and clung to this promise: “We rejoice in our sufferings, because we know that suffering produces perseverance; perseverance, character; and character, hope. And hope does not put us to shame, because God’s love has been poured out into our hearts through the Holy Spirit, who has been given to us.” Romans 5:1-5
Does this solve everything and extinguish all of our anguish? Of course not. Jesus never promised His way was painless, easy or even fair. We know we will not get an answer that satisfies our human sense of justice. We just know that He loves more than we can ever hope to imagine and that His plan for us is good. And in any suffering we encounter along the way, He walks with us and weeps with us. We are not alone. We are never alone.